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Thursday, August 31, 2006

i was so bored today tat i went to the read the classified. chance upon this advert abt matchmaking...

"just arrived! vietnam village girls..."

zzz.. they're humans.. not goods...


then my 5 yr old cousin was playing with my com.. i tot he was searching for chicken little pictures or playing pinball... den i went in to take a look.. guess wat... he's playing runescape.. n he told me a few other games tat he's playing, like habbo hotel, adventure quest, etc... he even explain to me how to play these games..
so i asked him how did he know abt all these games... he told me he knew it thru his frenz..

OMG.. i tot kids his age shld be playing some mindless disney mini games, neopets.. or sth to do with barney and frenz.. when i was his age.. i was playing with barbie dolls and transformers loh! I AM SO AMAZED BY KIDS NOWADAYS.

9:50 PM

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

ppl will only love you when you're useful to them. only family loves you for who you are.

11:07 PM

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

everyone's having camp... it's the first day of my holidays and im so bored!!!!! hope i get my job... first time i yearn to work so badly... maybe bcoz i needed money urgently too...

everybody's like so bz lah... luckily serene accompany me out today... if not i'll DIE at home... but oso canot go out so often... gotta save save and save money! now i hope i can work everyday... kill time n earn lotsa money!

11:09 PM

Saturday, August 26, 2006

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 at their tagboard to ask them to do this!
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.


How are you feeling today?
mr brightside - the killers
ya.. of coz lah.. juz went to bedok to eat!


Will you get far in life?
my humps - BEP
life is full of humps?


How do your friends see you?
sanata, you're late - james ployhar
band song.. haha.. yupz.. late queen!

Will you get married?
never again - nickelback
huh???!!! never??? i still wanna live my taitai life..


What is your best friend's theme song?
crucify my love - x-japan
haha..


What is the story of your life?
track 3 of stephanie's sun album..
i dunno the title.. so i dunno the ans..


What was high school like?
3am - busted
ya.. chionging assignments til 3am..


How can you get ahead in life?
feel it - BEP
feel it! haha..


What is the best thing about your friends?
track 5 of li shen jie's album..
i dunno the song titles of all the chinese songs.. so.. juz too bad..


What is in store for this weekend?
you and me - lifehouse
yes.. juz you and me for the wkend..


What song describes you?
dancing bird
haha.. it's some band song again..


To describe your grandparents?
if i was your girlfriend - tlc
huh??? i wouldn't wish to be theirs..


How is your life going?
rhapsody of a theme of paganini - maksim
check Wikipedia who's paganini.. famous and talented musician.. haha..


What song will they play at your funeral?
clint eastwood - gorillaz
i'll wake up n groove to it.. haha


How does the world see you?
hao shuo hua - ren xian qi
meaning easy to talk to..


Will you have a happy life?
song of earth,water, fire and sky - robert w smith
band song.. makes no sense..


What do your friends really think of you?
superman - five for fighting
im stronger than steel.. faster than the speed of light!


Do people secretly lust after you?
too lost in you - sugababes
too lose in me? so do they lust after me or not?


How can I make myself happy?
erase rewind - the cardigans
i wish life has such functions too.


What should you do with your life?
bonus track on maksim album.. which i duno the title..


Will you ever have children?
heal me, im heartsick - no vacancy
but then again.. i dun wish to have any at the moment..


Next 5 to kenna:
anyone loh.. everyone seemed to have done it b4 liao..

9:19 PM

Thursday, August 24, 2006

went holland wid wyn ytd.. coz she wanted to get some helium...
haha.. u muz be wondering wat for.. for filling up balloons lah! dumbass! haha.. she wanted to fill 200 balloons for her birthday chalet... n release it into the sky at the stroke of 12... zzz... how nice... n how wasteful... 100 balloons filled and delivered is $150... i tink the idea is quite romantic lah... but romance comes with a price..

after tat went to crystal jade n had high tea... haha.. sounds so taitai.. haven had high tea for a long time... esp wid her.. juz sit down relax and chat..

n den we went walking ard holland... looking for her bday cake.. realised tat there are SO many cafes and restaurants here.. n a wide variety loh! chinese, western, italian, mexican, jap, thai, indian, french...
n after so many yrs.. i realised tat dere is a gelare cafe here...
yeah... dear.. we can eat ice cream at holland.. we dun even haf to go to town!!!

i took a leaflet from a beauty salon tat specialises in waxing... n i realise tat ppl wax their fingers and toes... haha... it's like.. OMG.. i cant even see the hair on my finger lah.. n ppl are so particular abt it..

ok.. this is like the longest entry i've ever blogged... i shld be studying.. tbcm tml.. but dere's nth much to read..
*(to the girls: my excuse for not studying this time is bcoz memo n letter takes up 50%.. u can already pass ur paper! n the test is only 30% loh.. our assignment n ppt already way beyond pass liao loh.. haha..)

11:03 PM

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

so much stress that i've got new pimples... yucks

went to watch click today even though i shld be studying... click was so nice!!! so touching loh... i tot it was going to have a bad ending... but everyting turns out to be fine!

mmpj sux to the core man! stupid module.. n tat damn test is 40%..
after tml's paper... im... gonna make orange agar agar! guess im finally free to make it. hope this time.. it'll really taste like orange.. haha...

10:43 PM

Sunday, August 20, 2006

i tink my pms is realli getting worse.

1:00 AM

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

the worst is finally over. im in such gd mood tat i compiled a new shopping list! haha..

shopping list:
1. wedges
2. necklaces
3. red pony bag
4. more earrings
5. red earth's secret potion
6. red earth's bronzing potion
7. lingeries
8. big big colorful bangles
9. big flaring skirts
10. body scrub
11. perfume
12. mary janes

my frenz always ask me to go shopping, go this go that... n somehow they always manage to guess my reply... "no money!"

10:48 PM

i feel so unwell and sick.

1:23 AM

14 hours more to dsal paper. im too nervous to do anyting. after this paper.. the worst is over.. although there are still 3 more papers to go... dsal is the worst!!!!
hopefully i can pass...

12:17 AM

Monday, August 14, 2006

dsal is giving me headaches... n my head really hurts...
dear says it's bcoz i slp too much, tat's y im having headaches.
ya i tink so too... n im so restless... n i 4got to take my pills again...
mayb the pills contribute to my headache too. its part of the side effects.
the side effects include breast tenderness and enlargement... but i dun see my boobs growing bigger leh... n it also cause me to have mood swings. so it's like im having more frequent pms... poor dear... u juz have to put up with me... haha...

2:36 AM

Sunday, August 13, 2006

i am so bored...
1* Do you like to talk a lot ?
- actually no. i like to listen alot.

2* Do you love anyone now ?
- yes.

3* Do you hate being scolded in public ?
- yes.

4* Do you hate school ?
- yes.

5* Do you hate yourself ?
- yes.

6* Do you find yourself cute ?
- YES.

7* Do you feel like having a gf/bf right now ?
- i already haf.

8* Do you smoke or drink ?
- no smoke yes drink but dun like.

9* Do you like your teachers ?
- some.

10* Do you take drugs ?
- yes. im on medication.

11* Do you like going to the movies ?
- not really.

12* Do you have a pet ?
- lizards, ants and roaches in my hse.

13* Do you prefer calling ? or sms ?
- both.

14* Do you eat every morning ?
- no. i dun even wake up in the morning.

15* Do you go on net everyday ?
- almost.

16* Do you want to cry now ?
- yes.

17* What are you doing now ?
- filling in this stupid thingy.

18* What are you thinking of now ?
- lots of stuffs.

19* What are you listening to now ?
- Let Me Go by Three Doors Down.

20* Last person message to you ?
- dear.

21* Last time you got lonely ?
- now.

22* Last time someone makes you happy ?
- ytd.

23* Are you angry at someone ?
- yes.

24* Guitar or Drum ?
- drum

25* Gay or Lesbian ?
- heterosexual.

26* Do you like bisexual ?
- admire them.

27* Do you love the people who make you happy ?
- dumb. yes.

28* Do you believe in those people ?
- yes.

29* What is your target for this year ?
- to be =].

30* Do you rather shop alone or with people ?
- i like to shop with ivan lim n kenny yeo. weird but yes.

31* Who do you hate now ?
- wait til someone comes n piss me off first.

32* Who are your best friends ?
- lazy to list.

33* Who are you missing now ?
- my parents.

34* How are you feeling now ?
- damn bored. n my head hurts.

12:50 AM

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12:36 AM

Saturday, August 12, 2006

u noe wat?
you'd rather stare at the beasts and creatures in wow for hours than look at me.

alvin... why did u fix tat damn computer of his?

10:14 PM

flowerpod forum is so great!
so much stuffs there!

12:35 AM

Thursday, August 10, 2006

10 things that made me happy these past days:
1. saving money
2. going to V8 to eat
3. finally finished my flash
4. dinner wid dear, alvin and co on national day
5. meiji strawberry milk
6. mini cornetto
7. the rainy weather at night
8. the hair dye that mummy bought for me
9. burning kim zhua
10. making agar agar that taste horrible

11:50 PM

my agar agar taste horrible. tink i shld stick wid sth normal.

everyone's busy except me. im so out of place.

10:48 PM

Monday, August 07, 2006

i made agar agar today! guess wat flavour isit? it's ice milk tea! haha! fresh rite?
cant wait to try eating it...

11:16 PM

Sunday, August 06, 2006

yeah... finally finishing flash...
went to V8 and had fish n chips. yeah! finally went dere to eat.

national day is coming. i wanna see fireworks!

1:59 AM

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

saw this like on everyone's blog! so interesting.. haha..

FEAR OF:
[x] the dark
[x] staying single
[ ] getting married
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[x] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] spiders and/or other insects
[ ] driving or being in cars
[ ] flying
[ ] being put to sleep (anesthesia)
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] water
[ ] the ocean
[ ] pools
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] germs
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] mice/rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] cemeteries
[ ] clowns
[ ] large crowds
[x] demons or evil
[ ] crossing bridges
[x] death
[x] Hell
[x] Heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] being sexually assaulted
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibility
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] being punished
[x] diseases, including cancer and STD's
[ ] snakes
[ ] sharks
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] poverty
[x] ghosts
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[ ] fear
[x] being alone
[x] losing my friends
[x] being blind to things
[x] being deaf
[x] growing up
[ ] being murdered in my sleep
[x] losing the people i love

10:25 PM

me.
sp
16.6.88
nva been punctual
vain
lazy
blur
not in the right mind

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