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Monday, August 29, 2005

today's fast.
finished everything so quickly.
the final scene is shot. everyting's done by 930pm!
finished my reflection at 2am.

fell down so many times coz of tat darn scene.
so painful. hope tat everyting's in place, den i dun haf to re-film the video again.
haix. editing. headache.

2:13 AM

Friday, August 26, 2005

i'm late for sch as usual.
too pai seh to go into class, so i stayed in the library til class is over.
went over when qiu told me tat class has finished.
everybody was like... 'wow, so early' to me.

anyway today was fun. played hide and seek in sch.
xue jia and i were juz entertaining ourselves, by running and hiding frm our classmates.
haha! but it's really fun. haha. hooked to the game liao.
jas wanted to go to the admin blk. me and xue jia walked in front, n she suggested that we hide frm them. and the game begins...
we finally managed to shake them off and went off hiding.
we tailed behind them and run here run dere, making sure that we're not seen.
ma chiam like detectives spying on them. haha.
i feel tat we're like 2 big kids having fun entertaining ourselves. haha.

today's filming not bad, quite enjoyable.
the whole class joined us (almost lah)
so funny, the people in the train were like looking at us.
den we sat the train all the way frm marina to jurong.
long journey man!

tml gotta wake up early.
i'm the first grp to record for audio.
later huiling will kill me if i'm late.
haha. scarly jasmine oso late, den she'll msg me n ask mi to go to sch together wid her.
(why muz everyone tink of me and msg me when they're late for sch? haiX.)
poor huiling, she has 2 late-ster in her grp. haha.

2:09 AM

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

damn.. my bro confiscated my keys.
juz bcoz i went home at 1am last nite.
make me no mood to study for today's stsc test.
tink i'm gonna fail. the questions weightage so high! i only wrote a few lines.
i saw others like writing essay like tat.

bloody nic. u deserved to be beaten up! haha.

10:10 PM

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

going to sch makes mi drowsy.
alwayz haf tat kinda sleeping sensation when i'm in sch.
tat explains why i muz alwayz go home n slp after sch.

sian.. i got a C for DVID.
actually dun quite really expect to score for it.
coz i anyhow film n edit de.
anyway, dun intend to take video for nx yr.
so can heck care abt it, as long as i dun fail the module can le.

haiyo.. so many assignments, so many deadlines to meet.
so sick of it. when are the holidays comin???
HOLIDAYS!!! plz come n save mi!!!

i bumped into my mum today, while going home frm sch.
she juz came back frm the supermarket.
i haven seen her for ages. either she's not at home, or i'm out.
i helped to carry her groccery bags. realised tat i haven done tat for a long time.
haven talked to her or even c her for a long time. haven been shopping wid her for a long time.
haven been diz n tat for a long time.
felt kinda strange walking beside her. felt tat she have aged alot. felt tat i've been locking myself in the room, facing the com for all days. either tat, or i'm alwayz out.
as i walked the path back home with my mum, i felt as if i've travelled back time. back to the time where i'm not so preoccupied with work. to the time when my mum asked mi to go out, i'd be so gladly to tag along (coz i dun have to pay a single cent while shopping wat! haha). suddenly i felt so relaxed, i wasn't fretting abt my assignments and its pressing deadlines.
i dunno y... n now, i suddenly realise tat i haven seen my dad for a long time too. i miz the dayz in the past. i nva knew tat poly life could be so packed.

juz wanna chilled out. i noe tat for now, the last deadline is on the 12 sept. i nid to survive til then, n i tink i'll go for a shopping spree! to relief stress n pamper myself. haha!

6:09 PM

Thursday, August 18, 2005

nope, i din wake up diz early to write my stupid blog.
i juz din slp. rushing stsc assignments.
haven had a gd slp since... i dunno when.
so many assignments to chiong. haiX.
realized tat i like to wait til late at nite den do my work.
the feeling of working long hours at nite and accomplishing ur work early in the morning is so shiok. i'm so bian tai!!!
maybe coz i dun like to wake up early, so i dun mind working til dawn.
been a habit since primary sch.
muz wait until the sun to set den can do hw. haha.
the feeling of staying back in sch n working on assignments til late is oso very shiok.
oh man. i tink i'm becoming like a workacholic.

4:07 AM

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

ok, i did stupid things for the past few dayz.

14 Aug
went filming @ nico's hse.
her doggy ran out of the hse, n all of us chased after it.
i closed the door but nico said she din bring out her keys.
and none of us brought out our handphones.
worse of all, her windows have grid, cant even climb in.
and tat was how we got locked out. all thanx to mi!

11:28 PM

Saturday, August 13, 2005

i luv amy's fone.
totally addicted to it.
cant live w/o it.
haha.

watched fireworks on 8th.
so nice! video it down. 15min leh!

ok. nth to update liao.

10:04 PM

Saturday, August 06, 2005

amy n qiu came to my hse to do assignment.
ah jia suppose to cum. but dunno y din turn up.
anyway, i made tang yuan for them.
haha. very big ones.
watched madagascar.
i watch it for 4 times le.
coz of the stsc lah!

so sian n tired.
so bored staying @ home. but too lazy to go out.
so contradicting.
my heart tells me to study, but my mind is shut down.

7:37 PM

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

so many deadlines to rush.
i'll be DEAD soon.
haiX.
i promise qiu hui to go kbox.
but in the end i nva go.
die, she going to skin me alive tml.
sorry ah qiu, no $$$ ah.
holidays faster come.
i nid a break.

10:38 PM

Monday, August 01, 2005

today had my java test.
slept @ 3+am last nite.
but den dun tink i'll pass java anyway, coz i din finish it.
n i was suppose to meet ivan to collect my money.
however, as usual. shld noe wat happened in the end.
appetite is getting bigger nowadays.
probably bcoz i had to de-stress.
(dun worry i'm not pregnant)

2:55 PM

me.
sp
16.6.88
nva been punctual
vain
lazy
blur
not in the right mind

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