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Monday, October 31, 2005

first day of sch for the 2nd sem... n... i'm late again! actually i wasn't late... jasmine told me to meet her 930 @ dover. in the end... when i reached dere, she's still at home! wth??!! i tink diz is wat we call karma... it's my retribution... oh well... first day of sem 2 so sian... dun even feel like stepping out of the hse...

i got locked out of my hse last nite.. coz my bro tot i wasn't going home.. den he locked the door. unexpectedly, i came back... n i waited for an hour outside b4 he woke up n found me knocking on the door..

spent tat hr tinking abt stuffs...
ever had trouble trying to find someone to confide in?
when u've finally found someone... u had trouble trying to express urself, or mayb u tot 'wat's the use anyway?'. in the end, everyting is still bottled up to urself... n so, everyday, u put a smile across ur face but nobody noes the agony tat's inside u.

11:25 PM

Thursday, October 27, 2005

this holiday is so packed with so many activities. chalets after chalets, n now i'm back frm a camp!

haha. guess wat? i brought a pillow to the camp! n it's not those kinda small pillow for travlling 1. it's those big big pillows at home! haha.

anyway, i was in terrence grp. n our grp name is: fantasic laugh out loud wah lao (FLW). zai rite? our cheer more zai loh! fantasic ah x2, lol ah x2, wah lao! [when some1 says wrongly (purposely 1 lah) den we shout de wah lao at the end]. haha. kinda lame but it's fresh loh! super original.
nitewalk wasn't tat scary. pair up with xue jia. haha. we were the last to go. damn exciting loh! she grabbed my ARM. almost broke it.
went hiking the 2nd day at bt timah hill. i tink my grp is realli very unique n weird. we chose such an 'interesting' route. we mistook the boundaries as bicycle trails. n in the end we had to make a big detour! but damn fresh lah! we left our marks behind at the quarry. haha. but even though we took the wrong route, we were the 2nd to reach sch. we were so damn tired loh! aching all over!

now i'm still aching. diz means tat my muscles are growing! den i'll haf nice n sexy legs! wahahaha!

11:48 PM

Sunday, October 23, 2005

my halloween wish:
-nike bag
-adidas jacket
-pony shoes
-more clothes
-nice lingeries
-super retro dress
-non-denim skirt
-levis jeans
-spongebob lanyard

will somebody plz get me any 1 of the items listed?
thanx!

8:39 PM

Thursday, October 20, 2005

came back frm the 2nd chalet diz holiday.
super tired.

went back to sp to pay for the camp on 18oct. n they tot tat i came for the camp on the wrong day! slack dere, n shun bian spy abit until 4+. went off to downtown east. damn suay. once i step out of the train, it start to rain HEAVILY. heard frm them tat the nx door's kids keep disturbing us. childish man, a bunch of n levels kids i tink. anyway, we went on to bbq after the rain. alot of food! alot of stingray! yeah. my fave.den gamble gamble, play ps into the nite. n everybody dozed off. nth much actually.

2nd day, chun came, contributed to the 'in between' fund. haha. n he bought us 2 tubs of haagen dazs ice cream!!! so sweet of him! haha. n brenden contributed alot to our 2nd nite's dinner. haha. he lost $30+++++++++++ bcoz of in between. wat a game! the money was damn tempting loh! but nobody dared to bet on all. den we played blind mice at nite. almost wanted to jump out of the window.

nice chalet man. it could be more enjoyable if it doesnt rain all day.

8:33 PM

Saturday, October 15, 2005

woke up at 2+ today n went swimming wid wyn.
actually, to be precise, we went jumping at the waves today.
hopefully i'll grow taller after diz. den i can fulfil my dream of becoming an air-stewardess!
some tattooed guys asked wyn for no. haha.she rejected them anyway.
went to wyn's hse for dinner. damn famished.
den we made tang yuans again! haha. diz time's tang yuans are damn cute loh.
super colorful, n super fresh! got strawberry, mango n pandan flavours!

11:09 PM

Friday, October 14, 2005

went back to sch today.so long nva go back to band le.since sy say she miz me mah. den i go back let her see see me loh! haha.anyway, shun bian bring back my art piece mah.but den sairi not in. haiX. last time art room always open de.mr sairi always in de. now not he in charge le. times haf changed.last time always hang out in the art room after sch. can da pao food go up, go dere listen to music n slack ard.shuang den paint, if not den rest n slack. so song!
anyway, back to the band. kana chased out of the store.juz bcoz me n jun hao play louder den them. wth?!haiX. dun care abt them.went to jun hao's hse to play mahjong!omg! long time nva go his hse le.i 4got which floor he living in.hw n rx came.stupid hw. he cum den my luck all gone!din win any game after he came.he long time nva suan me le. i tink he miz suaning me man.keep shooting me. luckily ivan not dere.after tat slack in the hse n watch my fave 9o'clock show. haha.hw say wanna play ps2, den i oso join in.haha. he so lousy. lose to me.den he keep playing n playing until he win me.idiot man. still as idiotic as eva.haiX. i miz those times.

11:05 PM

Thursday, October 13, 2005

the chalet was FUN man!haha. gambling in the noon.raj so funny loh. no matter wat, his bet is always 10 or 20cents onli.at nite, zacf, yy, brandon, kel locked mi n chewling in the room. played a stupid card game. wanted to make us drunk. but in the end, yy drank the most. haha. n they banned me frm watching tv! i wanna watch chn 8. got bun's show. haha. still end up watching lah anyway. so funny loh. c him on tv. den at nite... heehee... dunno wat zacf n guys do in the bedroom. they closed the doors. den i went in n spy... n... haha.. not gonna tell u! den mi, mich n hao watched my date wid a vampire on xy's lappy. buay tahan liao, we went to slp. mi n mich slp together. we couldn't slp loh. giggling all nite. it was so damn cold. n the bed was so damn hard. den xy slping beside me. he was snoring loh. den i go n record it down. haha. den he snored louder. mich said he angry liao. haha. den su shen started slp talking. the nite was SO happening, even when we were slping.tat's how we were kept giggling the whole nite.

the nx day, mich amused us wid her diff types of laughters. haha. n she had a conspiracy wid me. but we failed to carry it out. we slept for tat noon, while the others were out playing pool. n den we bbq again! had to resort to begging for charcoal. haha. den we played blind mice at nite. raj made us luff even b4 the game. we laughed til pengz. super funny loh, the way he shout "ah hao". haha. n ya, raj, xy n hao are a grp of sadists who developed a fetish for my dog. they are fond of putting my dog in the freezer. i knew where it was hiding everytime it went missing. anyway, back to the blind mice. it was fun man. i realli believe tat zacf's previous life was a monkey. climb here climb dere, den do somersaults.den hao copy zacf, climb to the window dere n hide.he was practically sitting on the pane.super fun man. n super tired.

the chalet was damn fun. realli had a great time dere.

11:32 PM

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

it's the very first time, tat i took a life.i saw him coming into my hse. it was dark, n late.but i could still c him scrambling across the floor n into my bedroom.i wanted to gif him a second chance, juz let him go.BUT, he was approaching my precious belongings.he was abt to prey on them.i took a weapon - a magazine.i crept into the room, n 'whoosh', i hit him hard.he lay dere, FLAT n motionless. he's lifeless now.his juice oozed out. gross man!i could c sth white dangling out frm his wounds. yuckz. tink tat shld be his intestines or sum organs of his.i pulled out stretches of toilet paper, n wrapped his body.eew. it was damn gross.my goosebumps popped out beneath my skin while i threw the corpse into the bin.nx time, i will wake my bro up no matter how late it is, to smack those sickening cockroaches.

11:59 PM

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any kind will do. (ie, promoters, flyers distributors, waitress, etc.)
expected salary: min. $6/hr
availability: anytime

plz post a msg on my tag board wid ur name and contact no. if there's recommendations.
thank you!

11:12 PM

Thursday, October 06, 2005

LORDS OF DOGTOWN
watch diz man.
diz show is SO COOL.
jay adams is SOOOOO CUTE!
it's all abt fame VS frenship.
do watch it.

WAIT TIL U'RE OLDER
abit corny at the beginning.
but the ending is touching.
acceptance, forgiveness, and the irony of life.
watch it if u haf a step mum (and if u hate her).

APRIL SNOW
watch it if u're a die-hard fan of tat korean-guy-whose-name-i-dunno.
if not, better dun.

tat show almost took my life!
it's extremely slow-paced.
and bcoz it's too slow, i feel tat the ending is too abrupt.
the ending is totally crap.
luckily i dun haf to pay a single cent for it.
if not i'll kill m.y. tan.

11:07 PM

stop calling me to meet u when u're late.
i'm not always late ok.
believe in miracles. it'll happen.
n i believe tat one day i wun be late anymore.
haha.

10:59 PM

i tink the top best 3 inventions of all times are:

1. handphones
2. air con
3. washing machine

aren't they great?
haha.

3:33 PM

Monday, October 03, 2005

so many happenings. so hard to explain.
suddenly felt tat we're all realli growing older.
and life and death is onli a line apart.
u could almost lose ur loved ones while shopping on the streets and you din noe abt it.
life is so vulnerable.
life is hard. i noe. it has nva been a bed of roses.

but is dere nth worthwhile to hold you back?
it may end ur pain. but the pain of losing you will be inflicted on us.
and it will stay with us thru the rest of our lives.
we're still young. dere's still alot of time ahead of us.
it's still a long way. and we muz venture it down together.
how could you juz dump us like tat?
we love you. so u muz be strong.
not only for urself. but for the sake of those who care for you too.

i noe i may be insensitive and unobservant at times.
dun keep things to urself. dun learn frm me.
my fone is switched on 24hrs a day.
i may not be the best advisor. but i can be ur best listener.
u noe tat i'll be dere for you no matter wat. u noe it best.

we have gone thru so much for the past 11+ yrs.
dere's nth tat we canot overcome.
you promised not to forsake me.
you've always kept ur promises.
so why cant you diz time?

promise me tat u'll cherish ur life.
and tat u wun abandon me.

we shall walk down the road ahead of us together.
and overcome every barrier tat's in front of us.

10:14 PM

Sunday, October 02, 2005


ytd went to sentosa!
yeah... sun, beach and the sea again!
miz mich so much.
she's still as bubbly as eva. haha.
though dere's 7 of us onli. it was still fun.



5:44 PM

me.
sp
16.6.88
nva been punctual
vain
lazy
blur
not in the right mind

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