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Saturday, April 30, 2005

yesterday went to the library wid my new fren! haha. noe her thru the enrolment @ sp de. coz she dunno how to do the prepmath ting mah. den i meet her @ orchard library den together do loh. the ting is so stupid loh. canot load de. n so ma fan. y cant we juz haf the lesson in sch. make every1's life easier. y muz so high tech. use online teaching. ma fan. den in the end we did nth, coz the ting juz cant load. den after tat i meet jun hao n serene. went to far east. play the capsules machine again! haha. i tink tat guy recognised mi! haha. den jun hao say he veri lucky de. sure can get the keychain i wan. so i let him turn loh. but who noes he's juz as lousy as serene. he spoil the machine! juz like wat serene did. haha! den tat poor guy had to fix it. i turned the ting n i got wat i wanted! haha. so happy.

10:55 PM

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

went to ps to find mr wong today. but late. din get to meet. shld i say it's lucky? i still dunno whether wanna take music or not leh. veri ex leh. den i oso feel veri forced into it. i feel like taking, so cool. but den i dunno whether if i haf the time n money for it or not. i scared in the end it'll become a burden instead. den i asked my mum whether if i can take music, den she asked y. den she asked if it's under sch 1 ah. apparently it's not. n den she said if i got the money den i take loh. *pengz* haix.

11:20 PM

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

i finally decline the offer by np yesterday! haha. feel abit weird leh. juz hope tat i wun regret loh. today slp til 3pm! actually dere's diz prep maths briefing today. but i dun intend to go. ask vince n guan xu to go. haha. den cum back tell mi wat izit abt. haha. luckily i din go. vince told mi it's rubbish. my mum wanted to confiscate my posb card. but i dun wanna hand it over to her. haha. coz she say i spend like siao. left onli $9 in my bank. haha. my debtors, if u're reading my blog, plz RETURN MI MY MONEY ASAP!!! thank u.

11:34 PM

Monday, April 25, 2005

sian. i woke up early diz morning by a stupid call frm np, saying tat i've been accepted into mmc. at first i tot it was a prank call. coz the no was private. den cheng wei called up to psycho mi go np. jian nan ren. haha. dunno leh. veri fan. n i still haven tell my mum abt the appeal yet. =X haha. she's always the last to noe. in fact, nobody in my family noes abt the appeal. haha. so troublesome. i dun tink i going to np le ba. so ma fan. n sum more, i tink the modules dere sounds better(apart frm the maths), although every1 says np's multimedia is better. haiX. headache headache headache... cant seem to make up my mind.

1:53 PM

Saturday, April 23, 2005

yesterday was dumb. actually went to the library to borrow books. spent time today to do diz bloody blog. took damn long. anyway, yesterday was REALLY dumb. me n serene went to city hall n sat at the staircase dere chatting n hunting for hunks. but din c any at all. ~disappointment~ sat dere the whole day talking. gossiping abt ppl. haha.

9:55 PM

Thursday, April 21, 2005

today my mum juz called me to scold mi. coz my bank onli left $9. haiX. i oso dunno how i spend my money. so fast finish le. i cant find any items i bought in my hse. dunno where is all my money.

11:45 PM

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

last nite conference til 3+. today cant wake up. haha. serene called me n i juz woke up. went to la salle den to far east. broke to the core. poor serene. had to pay for my exp for today. even my transportation fees. pass by a shop. full of capsule machines. haha. luv those tings. haha. went in n play. i din get the winnie the pooh tat i wanted, i got a house shape ting instead. but serene got the yellow hello kitty tat i wanted. den she charged out of the shop n i ran after her, laughing. haha. we're crazy loh. the guy in the shop muz be tinking tat we're mad. after tat we went back to the shop again. still din get the pooh tat i wanted, got a alice in wonderland n the house ting AGAIN. i ask serene to help me turn the ting instead n she spoil the machine. haha. the guy couldn't fixed it n asked us to choose the toy. haha! i got the pooh finally. i returned the house ting to tat guy since i dun want it. den serene stole my pooh. childish man. went back to the shop n turn the machine again. got a HOUSE TING AGAIN!!! i got tat bloody ting 3 times in a row. wat the hell. den i Xchange the 3 houses wid the guy. but dere's no more pooh, onli eeyore. den make do wid it loh. kaoz. so suay. n so damn pai seh. went in n out of the shop so many times. spoil ppl's machine. n still wanna xchange. haha. so darn funny today. we're like 2 crazy women like tat. haha.

11:47 PM

Saturday, April 16, 2005

yesterday went for medical check up. the nurse ask mi to pee into a tiny bottle. i was so stunned. went to find the toilet. it was so ulu n dark n gloomy n deserted. totally like those u see in horror shows. the toilet dere is so CREEPY!
went straight to the s'pore conference hall to watch the syf'05 after tat. saw JW, but din c mr lam. they got silver. gd for them. went in n listen to 18 bands. so uncomfortable inside. coz i cant cough. haha. had a bad sore throat for dayz le. still haven ok. finally quest band reach le. went out to c them. haha. like waiting for sum kinda superstar like tat. saw their bus n ran towards it. tok to them b4 they went in. encourage them mah,if not they veri nervous. haha. c them going in is like seeing ur own child going in to perform like tat. haha. so worried n nervous for them.
finally it's their turn to go on stage. they took such a long time to get ready. tat stupid old hag lah. meddle wid diz meddle wid tat. dunno wat she doing oso.
at first c the way the band is in sch, tot tat they'll get c.o.p. after knowing tat diz yr onli got 3 c.o.p. i dun tink they'll get cop as expected. if nth goes wrong, no major mistakes, a bronze is attainable. the feeling of them getting a bronze sux. dunno whether shld feel happy for them or wat. the feeling is so unbearable. muz complain it out. i'm glad tat they got bronze. afterall it's my band wat. but den at the same time feeling unfair. dere's onli 3 cop bands, compared to last 2 yrs, dere r 15 cop bands. wat the hell. dunno whether if diz is unfair or have the other bands all improved?

11:38 PM

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

i actually had a blog. but i 4got the username n password. haha. dumb. yesterday went to watch swing girls. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO nice! brings back my memories in band. i miz the old times in band. i miz the feeling of playing together in band. haix. the times r gone! i juz found out tat i haf to take preparatory math course, coz i din take A maths for o's. shit. i'm not going for tat. waste of time. SP sux. called the no n they pushed me to another department. n when i called, i couldn't get thru. diz isn't the 1st time tat happened. wat lousy customer service they haf. n the bloody NP appeal letter's comin in only end apr. dun tink i'm going dere anymore. haf to wait so long n so ma fan. din go n pay for my sch fees today. intended to go but lazy, n oso still hesitating. if i submit, tat's the end. i cant change my mind anymore. still cant make my mind at diz point of time. the feeling sux. so many tings r holding me back. dun wish to tink anymore. mayb i shld juz go n submit the chq n end diz once n for all. n den endure the nx 3 yrs in SP. it cant be tat bad rite?

9:05 AM

me.
sp
16.6.88
nva been punctual
vain
lazy
blur
not in the right mind

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