Monday, April 03, 2006
back frm camp.. but too lazy to blog all the stuffs..
it's juz so ironic lah.. i used to do all tat kinda stuffs and went mad abt it, way way back.. but now, the way i c it.. wat's diz craze abt man? it juz all feels so different.. in wat ways? i dunno, and i cant describe or explain it either. i juz cant indulge myself totally into diz watever-you-wanna-call-it. maybe i'm too lazy to get involved, or maybe.. i dunno lah.. it seems so fun lah.. i'm so tempted.. but still, i'm trying to hold back.. trying to shun it, trying not to fall too deep.
anyway, i'll be on medication for quite some years.. it'll do me gd..
11:17 PM